March 2012
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gateangel asked: I just came out to my mom and sister, well. basically my whole facebook.. lol. That I'm polytheistic. My mom and sis being rather religious the whole thing turned into a big ordeal I'm still not entirely comfortable with my admittance but I *am* glad I said it... Congrats on your step forward!
Now that I’ve “come out” to my mother as Wiccan, I feel much better about admitting it openly. Like I shouldn’t be ashamed, and now there’s no reason to hide it. Not that there really was before…
She’s still not okay with it, but I think she can accept it.
February 2012
Hey, here's a pro tip:
If you don’t like what I post, don’t read it! :)
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“I don’t know. If I did know, I wouldn’t tell you. When I do know, what I know...”
– -Steven Moffat on the air date for Series 7 of Doctor Who [x]
(via sweetbabygoose)
Just took my first dose of Zyprexa.
Take that, psychosis!
excuse me but when I purchase something with BATTERIES INCLUDED, I expect the fucking batteries to WORK.
fuck this. they’re the little, expensive button batteries, too.
into-the-great-wide-open replied to your post: canttracetime replied to your post: Ummm. Wow,…
Sylvia Browne is awesome, she was on TV a lot for predicting things. Unless this is a different person…
It’s the same person. :)
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leavemylonelinessunbroken asked: Try looking up stuff about highly sensitive people. It's not all relative to your diagnosis but it may offer some tips about how to control it/turn it off. Some visualizations might help like imagine a hot glowing ball or shield wizzing around you cutting off the links to people. Sounds crazy but if it works it works.
deductioncreed replied to your post: deductioncreed replied to your post: She’s not…
Id love to learn more abou it, but I dont really live in an area where that would be received well. I think the book series House of Night is based loosely on Wicca (the worshipping they do anyway. I could be mistaken, but it just reminds me of it)
I don’t either, but I’m doing it anyway. haha.
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canttracetime replied to your post: canttracetime replied to your post: Ummm. Wow,…
Thanks, I think I will! :)
You’re very welcome! :)
raisedbyhumans replied to your post: canttracetime replied to your post: Ummm. Wow,…
Omg is she the one that wears too much makeup? Sylvia, not your doctor. I think she is. I remember seeing her on some talk show a long time ago. For some reason I think she had a raspy voice and it scared me. Idk why I’m telling you this…
I think so. rofl.
http://www.sylviabrowne.com/
muffinstien replied to your post: Ummm.
That is the most unusual and interesting diagnosis I have ever heard. o.o hope it works out for you though!
I know! She’s a Reiki Reverend. So she obviously believes in medicine, but she also believes in, you know, psychics and natural healing, etc.
Anyway, thank you! I hope so too.
canttracetime replied to your post: Ummm.
Wow, that really makes sense- I feel like I have the same sort of thing. I have extreme empathic abilities that at times I can literally feel other peoples pain.
The author that my doctor suggested to me is named Sylvia Browne, if you’d like to check her out as well. :)
deductioncreed replied to your post: She’s not even concerned about the self-harm….
What if you used Wicca to self harm? /shot I think its kinda cool that youre practicing Wicca. There was a rumor that the dressage trainer I trained with over the summer was a Wiccan, but it turns out she isnt.
;) That’s like the first rule of Wicca: do no harm.
But yeah, there’s too much stigma...
raisedbyhumans replied to your post: She’s not even concerned about the self-harm….
Your mom should write a book. “Quality Parenting 101”. It’d become my favorite thing to wipe my ass with. That makes it sound like I wipe my ass with things other than toilet paper though…like doll heads or something. I swear I don’t!
I don’t believe you!
thinkings0ber replied to your post: She’s not even concerned about the self-harm….
WOW fuck her
I just…what the actual fuck? THAT’S your concern, really? REALLY? I mean, I understand that she doesn’t “get it,” but if my daughter coupled the fact that she cuts herself with the fact that she’s trying out a different religion, the religion would not be my...
She’s not even concerned about the self-harm. She’s focusing on the fact that I’ve been practicing Wicca and she’s concerned about my belief in God.
jfc.
I just told my mom about my self-harm.
On Facebook. She hasn’t answered me yet, she’s washing her hair…
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Ummm.
I was…in a nutshell…diagnosed as a psychic today by my doctor. Yes, my doctor. My family doctor. Yes, I said psychic. (Christine will understand the correlation, haha.)
She suggested an author to me, and I think I’m going to check her out.
And by “psychic”, I don’t mean, like, a fortune teller, predicting lottery numbers, etc. She said that she thinks that I...
I just gasped when I opened Tumblr.
I don’t like the new icons.
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firebirdandthelemonady asked: hi again! sorry, i just saw your answer. well, i've had 4 open heart surgeries and i can't say "i am healthy!" now, but it's something i'm used to - at least i'm so used to hospitals and needles that i'm not afraid of them. and that's good! (and the scars i have from it are pretty)
So like basically every antipsychotic there is besides Zyprexa, I can’t have, because of my heart.
Zyprexa is like $200/month.
Guess the hallucinations are here to stay.
I got a salt rock lamp today because they were on sale.
They’re supposed to help with all kinds of things, but I mostly got it for the physical/mental health properties.
I hope it helps. Anyone else have one? Opinions?
IT'S NOT EVEN TEN O'CLOCK YET?
jfc it’s been a long day.
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So you know how Dr. Laing made me pinky promise that I’d call her before I did anything stupid?
I may have broken that the other night.
I’m still at 75 days self-harm free, but I did something very, very stupid, because I was in a very, very dark place for a reason that I still do not know.
I’m going to talk to her tomorrow about completely changing my meds. Or upping them....
The guy at Earthbound today asked me if I had any...
…Sometimes I feel really old.
And sometimes I feel like people think I’m 12.
I’m not sure which is the better alternative.
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When I bump my arm against things where the tattoo is, it feels like when I’ve cut. And it just brings up so many feelings and I don’t know what to think. When I feel it, it makes me want to hide my arm like I’m so used to doing, because the pain when I accidentally hit it is a constant reminder, but then I remember that there’s something beautiful there instead of...
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stalking Katie's blog like yeah~
“I hate this feeling. Like I’m here, but I’m not. Like someone cares. But they...”
– Ellen Hopkins, Crank (via yousoundlikestatic)
